I think it is normal time after time to get upset with things. Today I got work for Saturday. Taking in spite that I have to pay my gasoline and my cute red button eats it according to its size, I have bills as a normal person, I have to work. Well, moreover, Friday I have classes and a late night examination... Because of the schedule, second time I skip the birthday of a very good person, my friend.
Taking in spite I have mice at my new place... Last time I was investigating, one bachelor student chewed off the eraser off of my pencil... I did not go for a proper vacation during 3 or 4 years... I got kind of upset in general with my lack of time for social life... However, I have no time for negative emotions, anyways I don`t like sadness. The most important thing is that my friends understand that I am in the stage of rapid development in my life.
So when the thickly feeling of "oh vey" visits me I just close my eyes to remember the list of things/events that made me happy:
1. Green toy frog brought by my grandfather from Canada when I was 5 years old.
2. Gathering wild blackberries in a Russian forest with Feodor. Playing with our friends dog Pharamon.
3. Mom knighting me a sweater, I think I will keep it forever.
5. Dad reading me The Jungle Book in English before bed.
6. My first polonez dance and my first dance partner.
7. Cracking the first ice on puddles, I still do it sometimes.
8. Becoming a Kitty Wow of the week in an Elementary School in Florida.
9. Sitting near the fire with my friends, playing "Yes/No" with our camp director.
10. Listening to the stories, how my grandmother had to go away from Poland during the WWII and how she met my grandfather. Watching the small cancer pedant, that she brought me from Israel, sparkling in the light. .
11. My Russian grandmother`s borsch.
12. Walking around the Drachonschloss in Germany, singing Lorelei Song.
13. Discovering Morcheeba band through the soundtracks to La Femme Nikita.
14. Getting in love with Red Pandas.
15. When my parrot Jazz started to close the cage after returning back.
16. Being given deep body and foot massages at the end of a hard day. Having my shirts ironed before school and work during cold winter days.
17. Leading my first training seminar. That was exciting!
18. Throwing up the hats during the bachelors convocation ceremony.
18. Throwing up the hats during the bachelors convocation ceremony.
19. Sitting on the branch of Ontario, drinking red wine, watching the sunset and chatting about silly things.
20. When fairy tales come true.
PS.
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20. When fairy tales come true.
PS.
Good stress management tip: drink a lot of water. And a link http://www.mindtools.com/pages/article/newTCS_00.htm